Actually, I wasn’t really upset with my grades luhs, I kind of expected it already. Well at least, I somehow attained my goals; that is not to get “kosong” marks on more than 2 of the questions. Well, in fact, I only had one– the mRNA coding part. GOSH! Damn that part was easy! The coding of the mRNA sequence was right in the palm of my hands, but I let fear overtook me upon hearing and looking at how kiat is typing furiously beside me; gosh I got so panicky that I forgot all about it =.=' (NOT BLAMING HIM FULLY THOUGH, HONESTLY! XD) Ahahs. What’s even more pathetic was the fact that I was really stretching myself thin during the ut. I was just basically gorging back out the infos from the 6ps into those pathetic answer boxes. Gosh thank god for that (6Ps). I swear bio isn't as easy as it seems. But I guess that I’m not up for giving in just yet. It’s only my first stressing experience with bio. But I must not make “not taking bio in secondary before” as an excuse for my downfall as well. Trust me, this is only the tip of the soil; I haven't gotten down to the dirty part yet. heheh. Well, guess I gotta bust some ass now if I wanna pull my gpa up! Anyways, on the bright side, at least I didn't fail, right? :D

Hello! Ok since it’s the holidays, then I guess I have NO EXCUSE to not blog ^_^ So far, 3 UTs are down and right after the holidays, I have 2 more to go. Totally sucks coz there is no way I think I can slack. Cognitive UT was ok as usual; I don’t really need to worry about that. But for both chem and physics, trust me, it kind of went DISASTROUSLY! I think I did a lot of careless mistakes, AGAIN, like what I did in UT 1 =( Esp for Chem! Omg I can sooo get the answers but at this one question, I forgot that I needed to convert the units. So it’s like, (walao!) 3marks gone can =.= I am REALLY ASHAMED to be taking a science diploma because both my cognitive and even my maths UT grades are better than my triple science grades =.= Really am afraid for my chem. Coz I was counting my mean GPA for all my modules the other day and chem. was my worst! OMG even my science sem 1 grades are not as bad as my chem. grades. Really don’t want to repeat any year 1 semesters or modules. Super damn ma fan can! Never mind, shall work even harder for the 3rd one, (aiyo! say only, but later still slack more than work hard XD)

P/S: I got stuck on facebook games and I am serious! Lols. These past few weeks I keep like going crazy over the games in facebook! Esp my Farmville and Restaurant city! XD Oh yeah almost forgot! ICY TOWER ALSO!! NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I JUMPED AND I DROPPED, ILL STILL KEEP ON JUMPING XD. lols and just yesterday, also I found myself shopping away close to 10000 coins for my pet on pet society! My pet went from abandoned to shopaholic XD talking about shopping, PEOPLE! LETS GO OUT DURING THE HOLIDAYS! :D

And oh yeah you know what, one more thing. I really hate it when I try to help people but when in the end things don’t go their way, they’ll end up blaming me? I really hate it you know. Because several times I keep reminding people that whatever you do right, there will always be 2 or more conclusions and you shouldn’t set your mindset to only one conclusion. So it’s totally, so irritating when people do that and in the end when their “plan” fail and they start like BLAMING ME! GOSH I’m not your pet! DONT KEEP BLAMING ME AND ORDERING ME AROUND! It’s peeving and I don’t like it. I guess I should just stop “poking” my nose into people’s business already. No matter what you say, from now on I’m not going to help you anymore. Deal with the things yourself from now on >.<

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